Tagged

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
sad

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i dunno -.-

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
i duwan my kaki bcome busuk by kicking some1's butt lar doink ><

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
wa... i gonna ... i gonna... gimme first den i think =P

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
i dunno ><

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
can i have it both ? loving someone and da someone love me too ? XD

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
wa .. dunno ^^"

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
(wei.. all da question v hard lar dunno how 2 answer ><)

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
another weird question-.- (wei szemin, next time tag me easier 1 can anot ><)

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
too early to think of lar wei... will gua

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
A doctor ? XD .. (i wish to b a succesful surgeon =P)

12. What's your fear?
i sked lizard -.-

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
LoL.. very 安静 (oopz, i lied -.-)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married and m rich =)

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
look at my clock n sleep back if still early for uni XD

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
yes

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
wa swt... how 2 ans dis question leh

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
i dunno ? *faint*

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
...

20.List 5 people to tag
-.-

妳，什么都很美

妳...
对不起。不知道要说什么

一片空白。

我错吗？

混乱

My art work #1

Haiiz, my scanner program dunno wat happen, can scan but cannot save da picture as file. The only thing i can do is just print screen and paste it in paint to save it ><
The quality n size of the pictures are reduced =(

放纵

已经很久没新的文章了。其实我每天都有上来这，有时是不知道要写什么。可大多都是欲“写”又止，心情的复杂已到了无法表达的地步了。发生了“那件事”至今，我依然无法走出伤心的阴霾。“那件事”我还是不愿公开（你应该知道是什么事吧？），可能是因为在我心里深处，还存在着一丝卑微的希望，奢望着还有挽回的余地。但，这几天发生的，我已知道，事情已没有转机了。这两个星期，我彻底的放纵自己，希望能为痛苦找到出口。事与愿违，伤痛依旧存在，我也在放纵中迷失了自己。好像已分不清哪个才是真的自己了，感觉自己像是没了灵魂的躯体，每天只是靠着仅存的意识维持活动。

伤痕烙印，心也缺了一块。

我的部落格闹钟

哈哈，“部落格闹钟” ... 还真贴切。我的部落格啊，好像是我向你报告我怎样怎样的地方哦。哈哈，我总是很忙，都没时间上msn和你聊天。等到半夜上线时你已在澳洲的床上做个称职的小猪了，所以啊，这里可是我和你保持联系和维持友情的地方。不开心时，我总会在这里发发牢骚；开心时就在这大呼小叫，发泄情绪。有时也很矛盾，想写些什么的，却又不想其他人看到，所以就不写了。如果这blogspot也好像wretch可以在特定文章放密码就好了。对了，如果啊，你有什么想跟我说的也可以在这留言。你就只会在看我写的事，也和我分享以下自己的嘛...不开心时，也可以上来这告诉我 （可是总觉得你不会这样做，你都喜欢把不快乐收藏)

好了，要准备去上课了。

Message to fairie

Its been long since i last blog. Am wondering will u check up my blog for updates? Since i prefer my blog to remain low profile, u are the only visitor lar and thats what keep my blog alive. That day jan yee just cr8ted a blog and was asking me to visit XD... haha (according to him, he wants ppl to read his blog cos he wants ppl to know him more). A total contra to me. I dun like ppl to understand me and so i dun like to share my feelings with others. Contridictinly, when i feel sad or down i feel like wanting to talk to sum1... haha, im just weird -.- (eh, weird is a word which suppose to use on u 1 leh, how come i use on myself dis time?) Due to sum reason (my previous blog), jan yee got the access to my blog. He asked me :"eh ur blog only got 1 visitor ar?" i answered :"yes"
"so fairie=gf?"
"no..." i answer
"-.-" he replied...
Hmm.. m still wondering watz da point bloging bout this.
but since its my blog, i blog wat i like =)
dear reader (without "s") bare with me =P

友情

呆望着荧幕... 真的，我不知道要写什么。
想着那曾经的失望，心里又是一阵阵的剧痛。
朋友总会有一二个较好的，总能为这类朋友多付出一些。
这是因为朋友是不应该计较的。好的朋友不需要多，一个，两个，够了。
友情当然是无怨无悔的，不可要求回报。
可是，当发现好朋友不当自己是好朋友时，那种失落感，很夸张。
如果自己拿到了自己并不需要的东西，好朋友会很想要的，我会第一时间想到好朋友。
如果有朋友向我要，我会坚持。因为好朋友永远优先。
如果我当时没想到，那一定是我不当他是好朋友。
如果给我选择 （一）一个以车油贵为理由丢弃我一个人的，载我回家要收费的

（二）一个就算累了也会把我安全送回家的
常常都会一起去演唱会的
一有假期就会来找我的
真心把我当好朋友的

男人之间总不会那么婆妈，在生日会互送礼物，就算好朋友也不会。
好朋友告诉你他给了一样你会很喜欢的东西给选择（一），理由是：他生日
傻眼。
失望不是因为礼物，只是在质疑，我们算是好朋友吗？
凑巧
你就是凑巧的忘了一个微不足道的朋友。
可能是吧
我，只是微不足道。
只是自己 一厢情愿的认为我们是好朋友。