想念

你知道吗...
我很想念你

是的。
就是你 =P

夕阳的回忆

他们的目光中，交织着激动与感动。

四十年，不是短暂的。
尽管经历了时间的洗涤，彼此的心仍是深爱着对方，仍会在忙碌的生活中挂念对方。
年轻时的任性，执著已随着岁月流逝，消失不见了。仅剩的却是越陷越深的爱意。

他，拖着年老的身躯步向她。
“你，这些年过得还好吗？”

“很好”
她还是那么爱逞强。

她，凝望着他，年轻时的回忆一幕幕的在脑中上演。
眼中滚动的泪水终于夺眶而出，簌簌留下。
“我过得不好，十分不好！这些年来，我无时无刻都在想念着你” 她近乎用吼的，把压抑多年的情绪发泄出来。

把眼前的泪人儿紧紧地拥入怀中，
“我又何尝不是这样呢。” 他轻声的说。


曾经，她因为一时的任性，说了一句狠话。
曾经，他因为她的一句话却步了。

坐在公园的木凳子，他调皮的问道
“不是不一样世界的人吗？”
装出一副生气的模样， 她捏了捏他的大腿
“有人说过吗？”
“哎哟，开玩笑的啦！”
嘻嘻哈哈，打打闹闹的，他们仿佛又回到了年轻时代。

夕阳斜斜的照着他们
幸福的倒影格外美丽。

Welcome all XD

Jus realise got ppl(s) start visiting my blog jor XD *bangga*
haha, b4 dis da blog was 封闭的, now its 开放了... like china XD...
welcome ppl... bare wit my crap(s) in da blog den =)

-.-

thx to sum1 ><
[01] Name: kangjie
[02] Nickname: (wat nickname mean?? hahaha) piggy, lazy piggy,evil piggy... =P
[03] Married: ssingle
[04] Zodiac Sign: 巨蟹座
[05] Gender: male
[06] Age: 19
[07] High School: Catholic High School
[08] University: IMU
[09] Height: *ehem*
[10] Weight: *ehem*
[11] Do you like yourself: wat a perasan question XD
[12] Piercings: no
[13] Right or left: -
[14] Are you a freak: har?
[15] Hair: black
[16] Skin: 团结的国家是不分种族和颜色的 =)
[17] Allergic:none
[18] What are you doing now: ... u say leh
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: chat
[20] What will you do 10 years later: doctor XD... kena on-call at this time? LoL
THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: parents
[22] Siblings(included you): 1
[23] Eldest: me...
[24] Youngest: me...
[25] Love/hate your family: love...

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: sensitive issue XD
[27] If yes, who is he/she: u noe rite
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: u also noe rite
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: u also noe rite
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): woo means ?
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): woo?
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: -
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: -
[34] Ever argue with your other half: -
[35] You with your other half since: -
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: straight lar of cos
[37] Reasons you love your other half: -
[38] You and your other half in which stage: -
[39] You woo-ed her/him or he/she woo you: -
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: - (wei.. can change to future other half anot =P den i got things to answer ><)

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: i dun have best fren
[42] Your first enemy: dun have gua
[43] The friend you love the most: all of them of coz... =P
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): dun huv la...
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: ...
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: i dun gap zai de lar XD
[47] The kind of girl/woman you hate the most: very fan de ><
[48] The kind of boy/man you hate the most: lcly 1 n wit the slap u will feel like slapping de
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: not sure got anot XD
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: nop
[51] If your friend backstab you: if dey backstab me i dun consider dem as fren d -.-
[52] If your friend betray you: emo ><
[53] If your friend woo your lover: now i noe watz da meaning of woo XD... i trust my other half on dis =)
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: ...
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: har ?

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: no -.- read comic,sleep,sms-ing,game... in lectures 1
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: no ! unless it carries exam mark XD
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: errr..
[59] Always late to school/college: yes..
[60] Your class: yes... zzz (n u noe da reason y rite XD)
[61] You love your seniors: some... dun like those sek siu siu ban dou biu 1 ><)
[62] Senior who you love the most: tak tau leh
[63] Your classmates good/bad: both oso huv...
[64] Excellent result classmate: alot alot of dem ><
[65] Laziest classmate: i think my fren will write my name in dis column if dey got tag XD

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: ?
[67] Stupid people: ??
[68] Good looking people: ???
[69] Ugly people: ????
[70] Funny people: ?????
[72] Bad people: ??????
[73] Honest people: me XD
[74] Acting people: ><
[75] You are what kind of people: ordinary lor... hehe... (directly copy n paste)

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: hug
[78] Shorter or taller: as in ? ur the other half to b shorter or taller ? of cos shorter lar ><
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: ??
[81] Listener or talker: dunno
[82] Romantic or rich: romantic...
[83] Good wife or Good mother: har?

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: wa siapa tau >< my mom ask me to get marry right after i graduate =P
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2 !! 1 boi boi 1 girl girl
[86] Career: doctor lar !!
[87] Salary: yes.. da higher da better =P
[88] Retirement age: not sure
[89] Properties value: dun understand -.-
[90] Wishes: i wish all my wishes in the future can come true... XD (yes i agree wit u XD)

THE TAGS
-.-
i fin suffer d lar -.-

Tagged

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
sad

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i dunno -.-

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
i duwan my kaki bcome busuk by kicking some1's butt lar doink ><

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
wa... i gonna ... i gonna... gimme first den i think =P

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
i dunno ><

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
can i have it both ? loving someone and da someone love me too ? XD

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
wa .. dunno ^^"

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
(wei.. all da question v hard lar dunno how 2 answer ><)

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
another weird question-.- (wei szemin, next time tag me easier 1 can anot ><)

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
too early to think of lar wei... will gua

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
A doctor ? XD .. (i wish to b a succesful surgeon =P)

12. What's your fear?
i sked lizard -.-

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
LoL.. very 安静 (oopz, i lied -.-)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married and m rich =)

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
look at my clock n sleep back if still early for uni XD

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
yes

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
wa swt... how 2 ans dis question leh

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
i dunno ? *faint*

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
...

20.List 5 people to tag
-.-

妳，什么都很美

妳...
对不起。不知道要说什么

一片空白。

我错吗？

混乱

My art work #1

Haiiz, my scanner program dunno wat happen, can scan but cannot save da picture as file. The only thing i can do is just print screen and paste it in paint to save it ><
The quality n size of the pictures are reduced =(

放纵

已经很久没新的文章了。其实我每天都有上来这，有时是不知道要写什么。可大多都是欲“写”又止，心情的复杂已到了无法表达的地步了。发生了“那件事”至今，我依然无法走出伤心的阴霾。“那件事”我还是不愿公开（你应该知道是什么事吧？），可能是因为在我心里深处，还存在着一丝卑微的希望，奢望着还有挽回的余地。但，这几天发生的，我已知道，事情已没有转机了。这两个星期，我彻底的放纵自己，希望能为痛苦找到出口。事与愿违，伤痛依旧存在，我也在放纵中迷失了自己。好像已分不清哪个才是真的自己了，感觉自己像是没了灵魂的躯体，每天只是靠着仅存的意识维持活动。

伤痕烙印，心也缺了一块。

我的部落格闹钟

哈哈，“部落格闹钟” ... 还真贴切。我的部落格啊，好像是我向你报告我怎样怎样的地方哦。哈哈，我总是很忙，都没时间上msn和你聊天。等到半夜上线时你已在澳洲的床上做个称职的小猪了，所以啊，这里可是我和你保持联系和维持友情的地方。不开心时，我总会在这里发发牢骚；开心时就在这大呼小叫，发泄情绪。有时也很矛盾，想写些什么的，却又不想其他人看到，所以就不写了。如果这blogspot也好像wretch可以在特定文章放密码就好了。对了，如果啊，你有什么想跟我说的也可以在这留言。你就只会在看我写的事，也和我分享以下自己的嘛...不开心时，也可以上来这告诉我 （可是总觉得你不会这样做，你都喜欢把不快乐收藏)

好了，要准备去上课了。

Message to fairie

Its been long since i last blog. Am wondering will u check up my blog for updates? Since i prefer my blog to remain low profile, u are the only visitor lar and thats what keep my blog alive. That day jan yee just cr8ted a blog and was asking me to visit XD... haha (according to him, he wants ppl to read his blog cos he wants ppl to know him more). A total contra to me. I dun like ppl to understand me and so i dun like to share my feelings with others. Contridictinly, when i feel sad or down i feel like wanting to talk to sum1... haha, im just weird -.- (eh, weird is a word which suppose to use on u 1 leh, how come i use on myself dis time?) Due to sum reason (my previous blog), jan yee got the access to my blog. He asked me :"eh ur blog only got 1 visitor ar?" i answered :"yes"
"so fairie=gf?"
"no..." i answer
"-.-" he replied...
Hmm.. m still wondering watz da point bloging bout this.
but since its my blog, i blog wat i like =)
dear reader (without "s") bare with me =P

友情

呆望着荧幕... 真的，我不知道要写什么。
想着那曾经的失望，心里又是一阵阵的剧痛。
朋友总会有一二个较好的，总能为这类朋友多付出一些。
这是因为朋友是不应该计较的。好的朋友不需要多，一个，两个，够了。
友情当然是无怨无悔的，不可要求回报。
可是，当发现好朋友不当自己是好朋友时，那种失落感，很夸张。
如果自己拿到了自己并不需要的东西，好朋友会很想要的，我会第一时间想到好朋友。
如果有朋友向我要，我会坚持。因为好朋友永远优先。
如果我当时没想到，那一定是我不当他是好朋友。
如果给我选择 （一）一个以车油贵为理由丢弃我一个人的，载我回家要收费的

（二）一个就算累了也会把我安全送回家的
常常都会一起去演唱会的
一有假期就会来找我的
真心把我当好朋友的

男人之间总不会那么婆妈，在生日会互送礼物，就算好朋友也不会。
好朋友告诉你他给了一样你会很喜欢的东西给选择（一），理由是：他生日
傻眼。
失望不是因为礼物，只是在质疑，我们算是好朋友吗？
凑巧
你就是凑巧的忘了一个微不足道的朋友。
可能是吧
我，只是微不足道。
只是自己 一厢情愿的认为我们是好朋友。

月

深夜突如其来的停电
巧妙的增添了夜静谧
当一切似乎都被黑暗吞噬之际
月之光淡淡的 镇定的
抵抗着这片黑暗

月 总有份神秘的美丽
优雅 而高不可攀
不知她 是否孤独的
只身于寒冷的夜空

（好像还想继续写些什么的，但又不知如何接了XD)

hmm.. YEah... Msn is working now

=)

sob.. im still sick...

sigh... reli suffering... i hope i can recover faster larh =(
hmmm....dunno y, i cant go to the download page of msn messanger.. once i click i got error then my internet explorer close >.<

ＹＯＧＡ 林宥嘉

B4 knowing 林宥嘉,i know 杨忠伟(jus knowing he is from 超级星光大道）first. Ａfter that heard few of his songs. The only thing get to my mind is "arghh, a bastard sing like gary" Since i love Gary's song so much, 杨忠伟's song just cant catch my attention. B4 hearing 林宥嘉's song, his name YOGA made me laugh, and made me dun-feel-like listenign to his songs at all .By accident, i heard 《传说》in TVB8. "woah thats super duper nice song lar wei" So, i went youtube n search 超级星光大道 clips and realise how PRO YOGA can sing. Subsequently, i went Pasar malam n get his CD... OMFG... can die lar wei...
His song is just too nice lar deng... Hahaha... except Jay, he is the only artist that i think all songs in the album is nice ...ＬｏＬｘ
OWNING！！！！

One piece （海贼王）

Introducing my favourite comic "One Piece"

不完的冬天

冬天的寒冷不比我心中的寂寞
寒风的刺骨不比我内心的刺痛
白茫茫的雪地
只身的踏着 留下了淡淡的痕迹
冷风轻抚 痕迹悄然随风散去
含着仅存的力气往前进
晃动的双手在空中乱抓
又仿佛抓到了一丝动力
维持着向前的力气
于逆境中挣扎着存活下来
坚实着 奋斗着
不完的终究会结束
度过了不完的冬天
才能品尝春天的香甜

im sick

yes im sick... Pening pening nia =( flu and sorethroat >.><
im quite immune to sickness all these while, i was telling janyee tat i rarely got sick tat day. Hu noes i got sick the day after dat.
Most probably is due to few days of din-sleep larh. Went to his house on fri nite, we dota till bout 3 or 4 then we start figuring how to import videos into ipod. till ermmm... 8.30 in the morning.(we're suppose to go singK at 11) of cos we din able to make it. We slept till 2 till his friend (another fellow going with us) is waiting in the LRT station for us d called. After redbox, me n janyee went movie with pong at 9.40 (we makan fish n chips b4 movie). After movie went home and start figuring how to put pictures into ipod (ipod lecehlarh... swt... cannot drag n drop 1) Then dota... -.- till morning again...
i think dats y i got sick lar... sigh

I drop my ipod again ... -.-

no 1 to blame dis time -.-

i borrowed 20 bux frm my dad XD

Jus now after the emo event i went to makan with my dad n his frens (cos he leave first and i drive there) so b4 i leave i suddenly thought of sumthing to buy in "kedai alat tulis"(4get how 2 say it in english) Wahahaha. So, i ask my dad :"pa, can borrow me 20 bux ar ?" Then his friends start laughing :"borrow for give o ?" HAHA... "OH YA HOR... Lol, i saved 20 bux !!! cos borrow frm dad 1 no nid return 1 mar"
Kiamsiap me -.-
W00tt, Petrol damn 9lat now ok XD
Y i post all dis ?? swt ... my blog reli place for me to crap

Pissed !!!!!

First of all i would like to "show off" that i bought a iPod touch 32gb last wed.

Ok start my story. a short but emo story.

My dad called me down because my car is blocking his.(i have already put my car key downstair for him to shift my car) but no, he wants me to shift it. So, i have to rush down half naked (jus cover with a towel bcos im preparing myself for bathing) den, FUCK, i trip over ht power cord (im chargign my ipod) n it drop on the floor... OMGＯＭＦＦＦＧＧＧＧ！！！！then i rush down, shift the car, rush back upto see if my ipod is damage or wat. Then fon rings DAD:"eh, i left my house key inside can u please open the door?" WTF !! AGAIN??? i rush down again, open the door, give him the key n rush back up ...
Phew.. luckily i put my ipod touch on chair, so it is not very high from the gound, summo it is with protector and it drop on carpet... PHewwww.,.... i checked luckily the mirror did not broke.. if not i gonna ask my dad to pay me back my ipod.. WTF 2k ok. using my own savings....
now heart still damn pain ok >.<>

Finally.Thanks

WoHoooooooooooooooooo!!! i've passed my resit exam wei !!!!!
OMg, i was so so so hyper (although i hav already got my result on 2nd of july)
But i dont care, i still feel HYPER !!!!
all my hard work, all the sacrisfies... Thinking back the days that all the friends that had passed were enjoying their holidays, but i have to keep on studying at home... it was so torturing =(
Luckily i still have my girlfriend, my parents (my mom especially), my grandma by my side to support me, to listen to my problem, to help me up. Thanks... i really appreciate it.
Thanks to my fellow friends too, new friends that i meet in remedial class and friends which i get closer to :10, che woh, suzzane.. Haha, without u all i dunno how m i going to get thru those remedial classes. (at least u all listen to my craps, and even crap with me) XD i knew 1 0 passed hers, congratz. But i dunno bout suzzane n chee woh. Hope they passed and we shall be meeting each other in sem3 =)
Oh ya, really appreciate the lecturers effort to help us up in the remedial class. Special thanks to Prof.JPJ, Dr.Nilesh, Prof.Yadaf, Dr.JP... Mayb i left out some of them, but nevermind... Thanks again to them. They are those lectures that really want to help us. They listen to our problems, tell us not to worry to much, comfort us... Omg, i feel so warm listening to JP's talk in da remedial class. He was a quite "emo" lecturer during lecture. He can just screw students gao gao in front of da lecture hall, so i dont like him that time... but he totally changed my view on him during the remedial class ... Oh another 1, CHen Yu Sui... HAHA, she is FARRRNEYYYY... haha, another good lecturer ( but can put u into sleep in no time when she start to give lecture XD).
Ok, i dunno how much i write d, i just type out what comes to my mind =)

平凡

认识一个朋友，她总是说自己很平凡，甚至，她部落格的名字也和平凡有关。平凡的人总会希望在自己平凡的人生写下一页，或更多页的不平凡。掀开商业杂志，就有数不完的成功企业家名单。如果还不满意，也可上网查找，这些人，成千上万。事实证明，不平凡，不难。

那平凡呢？最平凡的才最不平凡。很禅。

My emo

After struggling througout all these stress, i finally decided to give my mind a piece of time for rest. Went to facebook and look around. Found out Cs added me (long ago i think). After approved the friend quest, i start looking the pictures he uploaded. Tons of pictures we took during A-level. I dunno how to describe the feeling, those pictures reminding me of somthing- something sweet, something memorable during A-lvl. I noe i've been a bad friend since i get into relationship, did not mix with u all anymore, i'm sorry my friendS. Sigh, deep in my heart, i still really care bout u guys, is just that i really don't have so much time to spend on. Too much for me to care of, my girlfrend, my study, my family. I'm just being selfish, again, sorry... Hope that im still u guys friend... Please forgive me =(

Handle of Malleus

Due to my failure in EoS i have to take the resit paper on 23th&24th. Given myself to take a short nap after finishing revise Ear lecture by Dr.Nilesh. Moving the mouse cursor around the screen yet cant figure out what to do. To not to waste any of my "nap" time given to myself, finally, i decided to start a blog -.- Again, due to shortage of time, i simply named this post. "Handle of Malleus" - the word that strike my mind when figuring out the tittle. Handle of Malleus is a part from malleus which attach to the tympanic membrane...
OK, times out ciaoz